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I finally found some free time to listen to the whole record- it is an amazing stuff!
Anyway who knows what is really out there?
Recently I met a guy who told me a very inspiring thing: He said “Whatever your vision/interpretation of the world is, statistically speaking you are wrong. With all infinite amount of possibilities there is no chance that your vision is correct. So the only thing you can do is to bow yourself to the Truth”. I am not sure what he meant by this. What it means to me is- “stop trying to explain the world, just live it”.
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All very related to magick, and Chaos MAgick in Particular.
I forget what its called, but I first read it in Crowley, then have seen it expanded in Chaos Magick. One chooses a belief or paradigm, if not in all of life, then in magickal practice, and totally submerge into it. Crowley spoke of adopting a totally different paradigm than the one you naturally are, and to adopt it wholeheartedly.
This interview reminds me of all that, it describes how all that works.
I’ve been going through series of personality transformations in last years. One of the techniques I use is trying out things I feel scared of or somehow repelled by. Each of these experiences makes me realise that these things have always been part of me! This is a very powerful experience since it helps me to see how strange my mind really is. According to the Leary’s/Wilson’s vision I could say I change my reality tunnel towards something happier since I consequently get rid of my fears and mental setbacks. The other way of looking at it is that I work with my subconscious and slowly become what I always wanted to be- in this version of the story I realise that things I hate are things I secretly love, if you know what I mean :-D. It is like discovering of my secret “self”. These revelations in my case relate mostly to the 4 (Sociosexual) Circuit , it is a really liberating experience
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“Whatever your vision/interpretation of the world is, statistically speaking you are wrong. With all infinite amount of possibilities there is no chance that your vision is correct. So the only thing you can do is to bow yourself to the Truth.”
“Nothing is true, and all is allowed,” or as I have often heard, “Everything is true and, nothing is allowed,” or any combination therof. Pick a belief and the universe will prove it.
That is a pretty profound process that you have adopted. Relatively few people in the world would even think of or find such a thing, let alone put it into practice. I like this description, “The other way of looking at it is that I work with my subconscious and slowly become what I always wanted to be- in this version of the story I realise that things I hate are things I secretly love, if you know what I mean :-D. It is like discovering of my secret ‘self’.”
I know what you mean. “It is like discovering of my secret ‘self'” reminds me of some descriptions or explainations of what it is to gain the Knowledge and Conversation with your Holy Guardian Angel. I am somewhat baffled by that idea and process, and tend to like alternate descriptions like you have given. I am not naturally drawn to that kind of thing except that it seems to be something else altogether than what it first seems. It keeps popping up in my life in ways like this now. Even though you never mention it, I think it is very related to your last post, and the process you have described there.
Life is a wonderous strange thing. I like it!
Thank you Hippi!
You’re right about the Holy Guardian Angel- I read a bit about it. For a while I got interested in Abramelin’s magic but I never did it as I was too afraid of Choronzon. Recently we had this discussion on Kia (you can look up my post about the Goddess and Cosmic Genius) and I realised that whatever this Choronzon is, it is part of me- the feature of my mind Not to say that our minds are not dangerous tools- and I think that sometimes it is best to to be at least a bit afraid. As a teenager I became an obsessive fan of Marilyn Manson and for a while I “drifted away” in a very self-destructive direction.Getting out of there was a lot more difficult that than going towards it. So as much as I like challenges I wouldn’t recommend trying out things that cause harm to yourself or the others
You’re welcome- it is always nice to share thoughts- thanks for posting the link
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