I spoze I have been somewhat prone to these ....um janglies through most of my life. (All credit for the title of this post, together with the simple but spot-on description and rather brilliant expression, goes to @ophis7.)
I guess I wasn't this way when I was younger, but now, I have somehow got to become ...more
O hell! 😈 ( If unreadable, Please change to something really annoyed with Horns kiabot)
Am I asking for trouble? ,or fecking wot? I actually hope so, because I am pretty certain that the answer varies as many times as there are individuals on this poor planet.
However.... these simple questions n stuff, they come up so ...more
I'm back! At last, it's good to be home after a good 6 months of looking after people. Finally had long enough here to get my hed meds changed too. Fortunately.....it's looking to be better.
A quck footnote, while I remember it, because apparently.... it's very, very important.
I bow....(nay kneel) before all the permanent carers ...more
It should be noted that I had liminal state visitations as a young child from an entity I called at the time, 'the Sandman'. One time the Sandman even appeared to me in the sky during a full blown waking visionary experience. He was often accompanied by a companion I referred to as his cat. ...more
The week of Conjunctio was a very intense and strange climax to the whole cycle. We were given clear instructions to follow in the previous weeks and had to carry them out. The main objectives were performing and filming a Conjunctio Mass and visiting Boleskine house to awaken Jena, the Giantess Troll Goddess.
It seemed appropriate ...more
I have started to share some ideas about Tantric Thelema in my previous articles Union of the Opposites and Magick Crossroads. Now the time has arrived to explain who Ra-Hoor-Khuit themselves is.
As one of three Thelemic core deities Ra-Hoor-Khuit "is the manifestation of Horus of the Two Horizons. As the son of Isis and ...more
Zalty had shown up in my dreams a few times already, so I felt like I already had contact.
I first dreamt of being in a boat and watching white islands pass by on day 2 of 663.
There was the demonic pirate captain dream on day 3 of Ino.
And there were multiple dreams of boats in ...more
Putting together an altar for Enu Null was very fun. I felt inspired to dig out all sort of toys, children books etc. I also felt it was appropriate to include tools representing all of my main interests. I put pen to represent writing, a video and photo cameras to represent film making and photography ...more
After preparing her altar I compose the incense for White Queen. I chose white camphor, sage, rosemary and lemon grass. We performed KIa banishing and did the evocation. I expected to get nothing after reading descriptions of her in DKMU Egregores. My first contact wasn't easy to describe but I definitely could feel her. I ...more
I have been extremely unwillingly subjected, (amongst many other toxic experiences lately,) to this alien stuff called politics, while I have been stuck in the vicinity of those who don't even have a clue what the TV does to me in any case. So...how much longer will it feckin' well take before people actually realise ...more
Anton Channing will be sharing the first part of Chemical Serpents on the steem blockchain, along with artwork from Janice Duke. As the steem network is decentralised you can follow @antonchanning via a number of different websites that interface with it, including steemit.com, busy.org or the esteem mobile app. We also recomment you follow the ...more
The week with Red king felt to me like a dream. My dreams somehow felt more real than reality and day to day life was foggy and imprecise. It could have been at least partially a result of the week with Zalty. Having such an intense time meant that my energy levels were down and ...more
Before we decided to go through the godform cycle, as we were reading the book on the dkmu godforms, I felt inspired to make this image of Trigag. I have a painting in a similar configuration of the character Leviathan from the Illuminatus! trilogy. The only difference is that Leviathan was white, and I painted ...more
The week with Zalty turned out to be very different from the others. We had guests and were going away for the weekend to stay by Loch Ness. My sister Tara was bringing her friend Akira with her. We had never met him before and although we knew they both had interest in spirituality and ...more
In my previous article I began a short overview of Tantric Thelema and magical workings/techniques that helped to direct my magical path during the last years. I started off with the Union of the Opposites- a highly ecstatic insight into the nature of the Universe. Tantra itself is a Buddhist/ Hindu school of thought which ...more
So.... this is what's happening to me recently? It will almost certainly be a total bore to most, (sorry about that folks :-( ) because as far as I can tell as I am at this present 'me'... I have done nothing whatsoever recently that I would even loosely class as magikal. However, as always....there ...more
According to wikipiedia
'The word decadence, which at first meant simply "decline" in an abstract sense, is now most often used to refer to a perceived decay in standards, morals, dignity, religious faith, or skill at governing among the members of the elite of a very large social structure, such as an empire or nation state. ...more
It was the first day of DKMU godform cycle week with Trigag. The altar was set up in advance but I still hadn't composed the incense for him. I had some work to do and I decided to get on with it but my laptop wouldn't boot up. It seemed to get stuck in sleep ...more
This time Dana and I collaborated on creating the sigil focus. We used a 'faerie door' we had obtained sometime previously, but never used. It seemed perfect for Ino. It is a self standing door constructed from wood. Dana died this with metallic black wood dye, so the grain of the wood is still visible ...more
After a very intense week with Doombringer the time came to welcome Ino. Her energy proved very soothing and gentle but with a very sharp edge.
I constructed the altar in the morning and composed incense for her from white sandalwood, blue lotus, jasmine flowers and frankincense. After evoking her I sat in a meditation. I ...more
My journey with Tantric Thelema began very spontaneously, on a windy night in Dec 2014 when in a state of trance I suddenly channeled Ra-Hoor-Khuit. I described this event in one of my previous articles. I attach a link here. I was fascinated to discover it. It's a set of ideas that combines two of ...more
I have been having a few conversations with various folks about this kinda stuff and related things that will inevitably crop up with these kinds of opinions/speculations.
I have a history myself (and it's a bloody long one!) of being a person to not follow the pack. I am someone who thinks and does what 'I' ...more